The moonlight glistened on the city of Velaris as I flew above it �the City of Starlight, my city. The perception of the city in my eyes is quite unlike Feyre's. I see it simmering with the hopes and dreams of its dwellers. But there’s also this impending sense of dread, a shadow lurking beneath the shimmer that only I could see. This story is my untold narrative in the series - A Court of Thorns and Roses.

If Not a High Lord

My world before Feyre was somber, filled with responsibilities that demanded ruthless strategies and tactful maneuverings. I am the High Lord of the Night Court, burdened with the safety of not just my court, but the entire Prythian and possibly the human world as well. Sometimes, I wonder what my life would be if I wasn't born into this title. Perhaps I would have been free from the chains of duty, free to live a life where I could choose love over obligation.

The Hidden Agony

Wrought with constant guilt and torment, the city sees the resilient and indomitable High Lord. But, what I seldom reveal is the agony behind the façade. The Under the Mountain era, in particular, was a haunting period that constantly threw me onto the brink of despair. Amarantha's torturous trials and the helpless servitude crushed my spirit, yet it was necessary. Necessary for the survival of my people, for Feyre’s survival, even at the cost of my self-worth and pride.

My Heart: Feyre

The wind changed course the day Feyre stepped into my life. A human-turned-Fae, she was a sparkling radiance in my realm of shadows. This abrupt change left me perturbed, yet captivated as I saw a reflection of my murky past in her fiery spirit. Feyre was my reason to survive, my reason to be more than a survivor - she urged my shattered soul to heal and love.

My Vulnerability

Life always demanded me to be invincible, a demigod with no fears or flaws, but Feyre changed it. Her vulnerability permitted me to acknowledge my own. There’s an inexplicable solace in revealing the darkest corners of your soul and the direst feelings of your heart to someone. She taught me that there’s strength in accepting weakness and falling, only to rise again, stronger and more resilient.

Mother’s Name

Amidst the chaos and drive for survival, there’s one thing that gives me perspective, the name of my mother. A strength wields within me when I call it, serving as a reminder of my roots. It anchors me, reminding me of my cause and purpose, solidifying my resolve when I felt lost and hopeless.

Against all odds, a Survivor

Wrapped in spoils of victories and defeats alike, the relentless struggles and sacrifices have shaped my life. Death brushed past me too frequently, yet each time I stood against the odds, a survivor. My saga is a narration of not just survival, but resilience, willpower, and the determination to protect and love, despite the shadows.

My Endgame

As I look at the stars above, I am reminded that my journey is far from over. My purpose, my machinations, and my life with Feyre are all intertwined in a destiny that's still unfolding. There's this impending demand that requires me to choose between love and duty, Feyre and Prythian. Can I? Should I? Would I? I suppose only time will have the answers.

Conclusion

This is my narrative, a narrative that hasn’t been given voice in the books. It is a tale of my struggles, my love, my fears, my victories, and my sacrifices, shaping me into the High Lord Rhysand you know. Amidst the glittering stars and the looming shadows, Rhysand stands, not as a demigod, but an imperfect demigod, flawed yet strong, scarred yet beautiful.

Top Three Questions about Rhysand

1. Why did Rhysand get attracted to Feyre initially?
Rhysand saw a reflection of his murky past and rebellious spirit in Feyre that drew him towards her. Her fierce determination and integral strength were magnetic to him.

2. How did Rhysand manage to cope with his painful past?
Rhysand coped with his past struggles by staying resilient and focusing on his responsibilities as the High Lord. However, the one thing that truly helped him was opening up to Feyre about his past and finding solace in her understanding and acceptance.

3. What’s the secret behind Rhysand’s strength?
The true source behind Rhysand's strength is his determination to protect his people, his loved ones, and his unwavering will to always remain standing against all odds.

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